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its not easy learning about your limits
there is no ending to grieving
its not easy doing it all on your own

You learn the hard way about friendships
You will learn not to regret your mistakes
you will learn that soon the tides will shift

It may have taken a while
I made many mistakes
But here I stand strong

I admit that it hurts
But every second is worth it
I have to accept change and learn to grow

Nothing hurts like silence
nothing hurts like sleeping alone
Don't cry tonight, don't think

Life, love, growth - so complex
If I miss anything
I miss him - the part that was friend

Letting you go to be happy
or as happy as you can be
she may be better than me

No regrets just lessons learned
You will remain in my heart
just from afar

Losing you might be hard
but I am growing
I am learning who I am

There's nothing compared
to growing pains
But here I stand strong

How do I let go?

It's been a long week
hell its been a long year
I'm trying to figure life out
But its hard to see through these tears

How do I let go?

I feel broken, battered and bruised
Your words linger in my mind
But is it all just from you?
And I'm trying to see, fuck I must be blind

How do I let go?

I do not think I have ever felt this way
I know I want you but do I need you
If I need you, how to I let you in?
You used to make me smile, now I am just blue

How do I let go?

I meant every word I said.
I meant it for all my heart
But the idea of leaving what could be
This just tears me apart

How do I let go?

Just touch me the way you use to
kiss all my fears away
Lets just live in the moment
and forgive all of yesterday

How do I let go?

Remember why I made you mine
Remember why you made me yours
We were all we ever wanted
Just come back, walk through the door.

By Kristine Hammond